Don't Smoke Spice, Or Anything Not Nice

Let me tell you about my experience with spice.  I was at a friend's house and decided I'd try it. If I didn't like it then I wouldn't try it again. It was a big mistake!

A few minutes after I took 2 hits I felt lightheaded and then I realized I was losing my grip on reality.  The next thing I knew I felt like my feet were blowing up, then my arms my arms and hands felt like they were blowing up and then my head.  I felt my heart beating extremely fast and I had so many thoughts racing through my head. I couldn’t focus on anything, and it seemed like it went on forever.  It turned out it only went on for about 20 to 40 minutes.  I thought I was dead and was so scared.  I tried my hardest to fight and to reach back out to reality.

It finally started to slow down and I focused on my friend's face.  He kept telling me to get away from him, that I was acting weird. I told him I thought I was dead and asked him if I was.  He said "yes" and then I told him I don't want to die. He said "we are all going to die someday". I focused on a song that was playing; it was Mike Shinoda from what I could hear.

 I had to focus on the things I enjoyed so I could calm down and come back to reality, only, none of that was real. It turns out I hallucinated all of that, but it felt so real.  I called 911 asking for an ambulance. When I finally walked outside I noticed it was day time I thought I missed a whole day of my life.  I could still feel my heart beating so fast and stumbled around. 

I called my mom and talked to her while I waited for the ambulance. When the ambulance arrived I tried to walk over to it but found it hard walking straight, they eventually had to help me get inside the ambulance. At that point I felt paranoid, I felt like everyone knew what I was thinking and I felt like everyone was lying to me. Life didn’t feel real, but after hours at the hospital, I realized that everything seemed real and finally everything slowed down and wore after they gave me 2 IV's. 

Even now as I type this I still feel like everything is unreal.  I just want to know that I am alive and that I'm not hallucinating this as well.  I want to know that everything that is happening now is real and I hope to never experience that again.  I felt all kinds of emotions and thought about all kinds of things.  Please take my advice don't smoke spice!  You only have one chance to live life and it's more enjoyable to feel real feelings, anger, pain, happiness, sadness and love. I want to reach heaven in the afterlife because it's paradise and worth it because you'll be truly happy there. Instead of avoiding feelings and life by getting high, pray, and believe in the lord. He is our savior.